despondency
dɪˈspɒnd(ə)nsi
noun
low spirits from loss of hope or courage; dejection.
an air of despondency
disheartenment,discouragement,dispiritedness,downheartedness,low spirits,hopelessness,despair,wretchedness,melancholy,gloom,gloominess,glumness,melancholia,misery,depression,desolation,disappointment,dolefulness,dejection,sorrow,sadness,grief,distress,unhappiness,defeatism,pessimism,the doldrums,the blues,heartache